The time has finally arrived. As I finish my last days in this country I am overwhelmed by an schizophrenic mixture of emotions. I am sad, excited, tired, confused, empowered, and slightly angry. I feel as thought things are not coming together exactly how I imagined, but I have to have faith that they are coming together the way they should. i am being a adventure and recent obstacle's, arguments, and unsuccessful endeavors seems to be a constant reminder to myself about how important patient are through out this process and once I am in Botswana. As my excitement grows my mind seems to be on a trapeze swinging back and forth on weather this is the right decision am I going to fall on my face how can I be in control of a life that is going super nova. The truth of the matter is I have no control all I have is an emergency kit that can hopefully save me from any pitfall. I may not be ready but i think i am prepared. Nothing left to do but plant my feet, grit my teeth, and hold on cause it is about to be a bumpy ride. I am confident that in the end I will make it work.
Love you all for your support stay tuned to see how this adventure progresses.
